The Bee Queen

Uncertainties are also temporary

2008-09-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

Lately, I was in a phase where I am not in my usual self. Yes, I am worried as I have not done anything for a couple of weeks---I mean in terms of work.

I remind myself that I need to calm myself and STOP worrying. It's driving me crazy and it makes things worse as I invite all the negative vibes into my world---into my life. Though this may not be the most inspiring entry you'll read today. I do hope that wherever you are, you are happy and you should be. Because when you start to become happy, things start to get better at its own pace.

Change is imminent. It always is here. And so I open myself to change and to contrast. Because of these contrast, it gives birth to a new desire to reconnect to one's well-being.

And then here I am, embracing what is and what will be. Uncertainties are gone. They are temporary. Uncertainty is how you put it into thought.

I'm just being easy about myself and about everything.

*smiles*

I want this...!!!!

2008-06-25T11:49:00.000-07:00

I want to have a house like this and I so want to have a stylish interiors too:
http://www.designspongeonline.com/2008/06/sneak-peek-trine-of-ferm-living.html

I couldn't post the images yet. Check out Design Sponge. They have uber cool stuff there and lots of DYI! :D

Heinz Deli Mayo TV Ad

2008-06-25T11:38:00.000-07:00

Now, I would not start on how people reacted on this. :) It's just them. I don't find anything wrong with this.

I am drooling at the sandwiches prepared at the table. Man! I wanna buy Heinz Deli Mayo ASAP! Make my own sandwiches. Mmm...don't they look good?

And I will not ask you if you are offended or not. Chances are; you're not. *smiles*

This made me smile!

2008-06-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

more cat pictures

All is well!

2008-05-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

Trust that everything is well. No matter how bleak it may seem.

Remember that you should remove bleak and seem and feel that everything is well.

I am so happy today! Lots of good news arrived for the past days. I did at some point, almost give up so to speak. But my inner being has told me to go forth and believe in my own power. I stopped thinking of upstream thoughts. Even if I get upset sometimes, it's been so easy for me to go back to feeling good.

I can't say what happened yet. I'd like to bask in my own happiness and revel the sweetness of success.

The secret to all of this is to feel good about everything.

I told you it's gonna be awesome! Ask and you shall receive indeed!

Excited!

2008-05-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

So...I've applied for two job posts that are completely different from what I've had from my previous ones. It's so exciting that it means that I am going to learn new things from it.

Great stuff!

I feel rejuvenated as I have stayed home for several days already. It's good to know that these opportunities are so available to me. (I am so happy that I have lots of time for myself and my family.)

:)

Freedom: Day 1

2008-05-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

I quit my job. It's my first day to freedom. All is well.
I do have an assignment that I need to attend to. Hmmm...now that sentence sound upstream to me.

Reading Alex's latest entry, I can really connect it what is currently happening with my life. In an excerpt of what he wrote it says there, The Sage achieves all things by doing nothing. As soon as one strives to achieve one has lost it all. This is the Taoist's concept of non-resistance. Allowing all-that-is to flow into your life; trusting that everything is all right. Stop fixing everything. Stop fixing your life. Stop controlling everything. Oh we all tried so hard to do this and we see things worsening before our very eyes. It's what you see in every story written. This completely opposes to everyone believes to be as "achieving to reach for one's goals and dreams." To all who believes the power of LOA, good things will come your way just by believing your own power.

Wherever you are, whenever you are---you are always free. You always have been. It is just our way of thinking that we see things the way we want it to see. I feel free!

Last night, I was sleepily browsing through the internet until I landed into this website that features all legit home-based jobs around. Wow. It took me so long to find it. Where was it hiding? There it was inviting me. Oh boy. I'm tempted. And I clicked the submit button.

Isn't it good to know that there are gazillions of opportunities that are open for me?
Isn't it good to know that I am opening myself little by little into letting go to the things that I desperately hold on to?
Isn't it good to know that no matter what happens, all is well?
Isn't it good to know that money comes to me in different ways?
Isn't it good to know that I am getting more cool clients and everyday?
Isn't it good to know that I have more time for myself and for the ones that I love dearly?
Isn't it good that I can do all the things that I want starting now?

Isn't it good that all of this is coming. I can feel them burning within me. I can smell the sweetness of success. It's gonna be awesome!

When things don't go the way you want it to be

2008-05-14T22:15:00.000-07:00

It happens. And it always does. Thinking about this. We have to realize that we can not in any way control other people's way of thinking nor try to control any situation at any given time.

For someone who haven't come across Abe's teachings this will be hard for you to take in.

I did for some time took it badly. But I however agreed to the idea, that one of the reason why people go around in circles and find themselves stuck is because they try too hard to control others.

Well we can't.

I am in fact in a state where I am in a vivid life situation. Where I feel dazed, tired and overwhelmed. I did, cry a whole deal the other night. I let myself be for a few hours. I feel that I am not connected and I don't know what to do. I was so desperate to control my situation. Everything that I have planned and wanted seems to be not working my way. Heaving a big sigh, I remember Abe saying, "You are where you are."

For a moment there I knew I was going upstream. I was paddling desperately against the flow. I feel lost and betrayed.

Let go. It's reality. It's contrast. Change is always ever so present in our life.

And so I did. Let go. Let's see what happens next.

I'll still do my job. Without the struggle of it. I won't even fight it. I will no longer beg for them to spare me. I know the Universe will take care of me. I am where I am. And I feel good.

Reality eats you up they say. Well, I say, if you let it eat you up. What I mean is, it is your way of thinking. How you handle your feeling about the situation. I have met a lot of people, when placed in a situation that is not pleasing to them often get stuck on remembering how bad it was to be there. And still focusing about it.

I am not a guru. But I will be. :P I am focusing on my spiritual growth and to making peace with myself.

The real business I believe is being at peace with yourself and finding inner joy wherever you may be.

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n.b. I have a new blog. Here it is: http://thesungoddess.blogspot.com/

A start of a new life

2008-05-11T17:23:00.000-07:00

Resigning from my job is not an easy decision. But I have to make a new small steps into getting into business.

I have told my family about this already. It is a relief that they somehow support me with the idea. But I can feel that they are somehow a little anxious about this. Hmmm...well. Last night, my mom and I just noticed that a lot of people are flooding at every restaurants in Mall of Asia.

A usual Filipino will just say "Wala kaming pera." or in English, "We don't have money."

How's that for someone who has no money eating at a fastfood or restaurants every weekends or exhausting themselves shopping? Having no money is a mentality. From what I have learned in a very brilliant teachings that I have learned; always talk about what's over there. So what is over there? Prosperity, happiness and everything that you want in life. Act childlike. A child is playful and a child believes in her dreams. A child isn't too corrupt by adults who thinks that they know the way to life. (Haha. Of course a lot of people will argue with me on this. Sorry guys, I have no energy for this. So I leave the choice to you. To believe or not to believe.) Be the child who always thinks what's over there and talk constantly about it as well.

I really appreciate that I was able to see Senator Villar. He was the speaker at my sib's grad yesterday. That was exactly what I needed. I was asking for answers, I asked the U to direct me to those opportunities. And there he was! He was the speaker for that event.

An inspiring speech from someone who lived his dreams! Wow! It is a relief that he didn't bring up any hullabaloo in politics. Thanks Senator!

Now I am more determined than ever.

Remember this: Never let anyone break your spirit. Be the stubborn one who believes in her dreams, in herself. If they say you're crazy, then let be it!

Well.

Being a stubborn person that I am, I just don't normally back down from an idea that I have. But now, I just keep most of the business ideas to myself.

I just have so many crazy ideas that I am overwhelmed at them...overwhelmed in sheer excitement! Imagine the wonderful feeling of knowing that I am close to that dream?

And so I start off with my new life.

Join me in my quest to enlightenment and prosperity. Join me play with the joy of getting into the biz! Woohoo!